I'm really tired of not sleeping. I'm tired or counting the chimes, hearing what time it is, and wondering how long I'll be in bed. I know that I've read if I'm still asleep after half an hour I should get up. But reasonably, I know I won't sleep when I'm up and I will obviously go to sleep in the bed so that is where I should be if I want to sleep.
Last night I went to bed about 11:30 and was still awake at two. Then I had very vivid annoying dreams. Maybe tonight I'll sleep.