Today Was Better

I have been worried and upset for several days.  Today things started to fall into place.  I finished painting the plastic shelves I want to use for the gourds.  Almost everything is working out as I hoped it would.  One or two things are still pending, but not things I'm especially nervous about.  Maybe I'll sleep without waking in the middle of the night, still worrying.  The painting helped.  Waiting is very difficult.  My husband is way calmer than I am.  He asked if worrying was helping.  I said, "Not yet."  He said to let it go.  I wish I was better at that.