I think I have decided what is making me nuts about this whole turning 65/medicare issue. I don't like the idea that there is one time to make an important decision. When I don't like something, it doesn't make it untrue. Being oppositional isn't a virtue, but it is a fact. I have to fight my impulse to shoot myself in the foot when something isn't what I think it should be or what I want it to be.
It's hard to be me. But at least I'm accustomed to it.